I dunno what's ppl's prob. I am seriously sick, sore throat and fever. Yar, I did mug jap during these 2 days. But honestly, it was damn ineffective and if i were not sick, I could prob mug better... seriously.. And what happened to be? I missed lessons, get automatically rejected for YRP(which i had really wanted to go for), missed the chance to taste canteen food for the last time, such a sick body. And this is what i deserve??

Ok, see my last yr eoy. Same thing. If I had really wanted to stay at home and mug, i wouldn't have gotten 70 when my CA was like 86(normal standard). And I dare say this time i may get below 70... my CA is 80 ok?

Yes, there's some ppl who's genuinely concerned. Ask me how i am feeling and how ws my jap test. But some others are just $&%^*&*. Shall not comment. Bastards really. Maybe I just have to get 65 for my jap test and photocopy a copy of it for everyone then ppl will be happy. Stupid mugger class... no compassion, no feelings, only how to mug.

to those bastards

Wah.. by 12mn i was dead. Normally i won't even feel tired at 2am but sick ma... And someone pissed me off..

Todae would be a veri unlucky day. Got an alarm clock to wake me up at 8.30am. Normally 3 hrs of sleep can tahan but todae was ... Still got a sore throat, which really sucks and a bit of fever..

And Mrs Lim send me sms to say prob rejected cos todae is deadline. So how? I can't possibly go to sch in this state, fail all my tests, and possibly die on the way!

And 6mins into my still fine morning, the electricity all went off. the aircon, lights were all gone. Then rem todae got some construction work.. sad la.

Was still sick but forced myself to revise jap a bit lor. At first used 1 hr on each lesson(it was damn effective but too time consuming) In the end it became 10min for each lesson. lol.. Reminded me ominously of last yr's jap eoy. I was also sick on that day but still went to take the test. Totally screwed up, getting 70 and pulling my score to 79..

And having abrasion there again. It was a long time since i had it last year. And I had thrown away the ointment the doctors gave me. So used mopiko. It really sucks, irritating plus pain.

I tried the shark drink. It was too sweet. Not that i am veri health conscious but it was blantantly saturated with sugar and that is BAD!! But it did keep me alive.. haha.

Ate ban mee for lunch and trying to rush thru jap work again. Went MOELC for test lor.. At the MRT station, this loser went to scare me. he prob tot I was his friend. Quite shackled me and broke up my train of thoughts. 2.25 hrs test . It was ok la, a bit tricky and a lot of contents. There was this part on adverb. i totally din noe. 5mks. I mean, I do not even fking know what those meant!! If i am unlucky, i will get 0. If lucky, get 3(4 is impossible and 5 prob takes too much luck)

And had stomachache on top of sore throat and a bit of headache. During listening, I became just like last yr. Mind just went totally blank, couldn't concentrate at all and just stoned. Screwed this part. I think i am the only one who din write draft for sakubun. 15min for 400-word essay. Hope it's okay. Conjured up many katakana terms, like CHESHIRU...%

Today was just unlucky la. Went home. Ate . And found bandwidth of the pic exceeded. And i was stupid enough to edit it with photoshop and reduce quality... only to find that I just have to host it on another server. So just played around with photoshop lor. Maybe chat with ppl later.. ^^

Wah.. by 12mn i was dead. Normally i won't even feel tired at 2am but sick ma... And someone pissed me off..

Todae would be a veri unlucky day. Got an alarm clock to wake me up at 8.30am. Normally 3 hrs of sleep can tahan but todae was ... Still got a sore throat, which really sucks and a bit of fever..

And Mrs Lim send me sms to say prob rejected cos todae is deadline. So how? I can't possibly go to sch in this state, fail all my tests, and possibly die on the way!

And 6mins into my still fine morning, the electricity all went off. the aircon, lights were all gone. Then rem todae got some construction work.. sad la.

Was still sick but forced myself to revise jap a bit lor. At first used 1 hr on each lesson(it was damn effective but too time consuming) In the end it became 10min for each lesson. lol.. Reminded me ominously of last yr's jap eoy. I was also sick on that day but still went to take the test. Totally screwed up, getting 70 and pulling my score to 79..

And having abrasion there again. It was a long time since i had it last year. And I had thrown away the ointment the doctors gave me. So used mopiko. It really sucks, irritating plus pain.

I tried the shark drink. It was too sweet. Not that i am veri health conscious but it was blantantly saturated with sugar and that is BAD!! But it did keep me alive.. haha.

Ate ban mee for lunch and trying to rush thru jap work again. Went MOELC for test lor.. At the MRT station, this loser went to scare me. he prob tot I was his friend. Quite shackled me and broke up my train of thoughts. 2.25 hrs test . It was ok la, a bit tricky and a lot of contents. There was this part on adverb. i totally din noe. 5mks. I mean, I do not even fking know what those meant!! If i am unlucky, i will get 0. If lucky, get 3(4 is impossible and 5 prob takes too much luck)

And had stomachache on top of sore throat and a bit of headache. During listening, I became just like last yr. Mind just went totally blank, couldn't concentrate at all and just stoned. Screwed this part. I think i am the only one who din write draft for sakubun. 15min for 400-word essay. Hope it's okay. Conjured up many katakana terms, like CHESHIRU... for chelsea.

Today was just unlucky for me la. went home. Just played around with photoshop lor. Sian la. Maybe chat later. ^^

This very nice person introduced to me the Skype service, internet phoning. Heard of it before but always had a bad impression of internet phoning, u noe, all the stereotypes... It turned out to be a real shocker, damn nice. So chatted with her on it lor.. lol. Though i wasn't aware she was losing her voice.. Sorrie la.

Woke up and got a damn horrible sore throat. I tink it's becos I din set timing for air con + din put on the blanket. So decided to cont sleeping lor. Woke up at 11.30am. Still sore, my throat plus mild fever. And along with it came fatigue, headache, and so i was damn ineffective... Quite pissed with myself.

And actually fell alseep in the afternoon again.. wth. After sleeping so much already. Ate ban mee at 5. That's 21 hrs without eating, OMG.

Hm.. I dun eat, I dun sleep, I dun reproduce, I dun have life, I stone... erm.. so am I a living thing???

So afternoon was wasted. Holy. And I have jap test tmr, which i have't really studied for... shit. And I tink i ate too much beef tonite, which further compounded my misery. Went to buy shark energy drink, after frequently feeling lethargic.

Now it's 10.52. Less than a day to prepare for jap.. 4.0 here i come!!!

Chongmin and Terence

Sorrie for being extremely lame.

Chio right?

I seem to have a really siao lifestyle. I was slacking and listening to music till 12mn. Then saw this bk among my Dad's collection.. it was a Linux book, by Visual(my favorite computer books publisher) so I just sat down there and read the book.. lol

Then it was 2.30am liao. Dn feel like sleeping cos I knew I would wake up tired . So watched CL match bet Man U and Benfica. Quite nice la, though I was never a fan of manure. Giggs scored a deflected freekick. Simao scored a delightful freekick. :) and Ruud just poked the winner in like.. 85min. Hope my team chelsea whip liverpool tmr...haha

Finally slept at 5. Got up at 6. Went sch. Briefing on new sch renovation. 36million, maybe it could have been put to better use la. But seriously, I tink much of it is a waste of money. And the cslock tower must look terrible when it's like the shortest building in 2006. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, WE DON'T GET TO USE IT!!! That's like so %^&(**)$%^$#.

Late for Chem. Spent a lot of time on easy stuff, but when it came to this impt part where I dun realli understand, bell rang. And when I went to ask Mrs Kua, she just said we will learn latter. Wah... so unlucky. Hope she gives us remedial cos i tink she never teach quite a lot of stuff la

Chinese, Math, Geog were damn boring. Could have fallen asleep. Was quite pissed with my Math CA. I got 74.5, thanks to the horrible pop quizzes, which i never ever learnt and my test strategy which pathetically backfired( a careless mistake in test 1 cost me 8 marks, and test 2 is just full of careless msitakes :( ) Luckily the latest quiz on functions was a brief reprieve. 14.5/15. We were the first class to take ok? Told ya, I din put x =x 3. Haha, Dao jie and Geng yu insulting Hussain was quite funny

SS, Ms sim wasn't here though i swear i did see her todae. And made me rush thru her work during free period(geog). So we just played soccer in 3E classroom. The area at the back is damn big, just nice for playing but it was wet(they had some stupid water battle)quite fun and we continued during lunch time.

Bio. Ok la, just cont circulatory system. Quite sian of this topic. And bio is quite easy to score actually. Just think logically and know all the terms, 4.0 bingo. The malays and germans taking 3rd lang tests, god bless them. Got back quiz. Got 19/20, quite happy cos we were first class to take. Mistake was the glucose thingy, forgot to put energy in energy-conversion word eqn.

Half slept at the HML. Sue Ben is pro in love affairs too... lolx. Went for Alpha dentist. He says my teeth are too small and perhaps have to add on, lol. Dr Tan is quite a nice guy, really. Better than the other guy(who is ap, lousy, criticize excessively and behaves like a gangster, from RI somemore!)

Not feel very well la, bleargh.......

Why are there so many sickos in RI ???
It is almost disgusting.

You know you are in love
when you see the world in her eyes,
and her eyes everywhere in the world.

- David Levesque -

Sometimes I dun really know what's the problem with me. I know the problem is there, know that it is disturbing me greatly, but I just do not know how to solve it, neither can i truly fathom its existence. I just find myself an object of contradiction and I find rationalizing too profoundly difficult.

Sometimes it just comes in mood swings. I find my mood changing frequently. One min i can be happy and contented, yet a minor setback hits me immediately, and I sponteneously fall into depression, or become a moody bastard. Sometimes I try not to do it, yet I find it comes from an instinctive force within. So what's wrong with me?

And with this comes a split personality. Yes, a split personality. Sometimes I wonder if the wonder that proclaim to be myself is the actual me, or is it just another person manifeseted in my shell? So sometimes u see a positive bright boy, yet he soon morphs into a distressed negative loser..

And yet what's more disturbing is the lack of understanding. My parents dun really understand me, many of my friends don't either. Even I am not sure of myself. This lack of understanding means I am further sinking into this whirlpool of introversion. Sometimes I dun need ppl to try console me or treat me like a deranged troubled teenager, I just need an outlet to confide in sometimes, or someone to just try understand me a little more.

If u dunno me well enough, now u noe the loser that i am...

Chatted till 1 plus. Har, slept at 3.30. 7 consecutive hrs of listening to music. Wasn't planning to sleep at first, but still did. Woken up at 6 plus.

At first couldn't find the scroll so was quite worried. But it was on the stage in the end. As it approached me, it actually got quite nervy. And my tie actually went wrong as I went up so was spastically trying to bend my back to get it straight..

Geog was video. Although Hussain hasn't been a veri gd teacher or what, but after being with us for more than a term, still a bit sad that he's leaving so soon. And it's like everyone is laughing at him.. poor thing.

Swimming was fei la. Recess same thing. Math was quite boring. Matrices. English also, summary.

And Mrs Joy Lim gave me this dilemma. I mean, I am really interested and will be more than glad to go, plus this is such a great opportunity to hone myself. Plus dun want to disappoint her la.. On the other hand, my eoy holidays is quite packed. this was my original plan
-camps, camps, camps
-brush up on my multimedia skills
-mug C programming, to get into National Olympiad of Informatics next yr
-relearn violin, to take grades next yr(or if i am really crazy, take viola)
-work to get some pocket money
dilemma huh?

No 3rd lang so returned home straight after that. Slept for 3 hrs.zzzz.. so shiok. Then got up and slacked a bit first. Just got a few missed calls from Mrs Lim, had thought it was missed calls. She still quite funny when she talks on the phone.

Dunno y i am blogging now. Perhaps I am just having a slightly more positive day..

Basically started off with Double Bio. It was ok la, just getting boring later. I really hate anatomy of hearts, so boring. And then she was telling lame jokes again. Then go 1 big round to reveal that she's from RG.. how *surprising* lor. Then was telling us abt some weird teachers of hers, like Potato Tan, Goofy Goh, Amoeba Tan.. And she said a lot of lame stuff.... leng leh....

And then some one asked why she's so gd friend with Mdm Ong.
Mrs Lim: Cos we are teaching in same sch now ma!

English was summary. Fei lesson.

Chemistry was quite fei also. She's like explaining all the simple stuff for the whole lesson and ap also.. very ineffective teacing imo.The other chem class was plain sick... hear what they said later lor...

Philo watched American History X. Tbh I din really find it interesting, unlike the class. I simply can't fathom how they could find such pleasure in whacking people based on skin color. And in fact, when they screwed up the Korean supermarket, i found it uncomfortably disgusting.. so left immediately at 1.30, though the class stayed back.

Physics Practical was ok la. I had always screwed up for practicals but luckily todae didn't. Though mrs Lai was damn evil and only told me my mistake after i finished everything. Hope to get... 14/15? haha

Then was CCA day rehearsal. Quite fei again. Sian la. Finished in 1/2 hr and went Red Cross. Went for my first Quartermaster task.. Took 3 buttons, boots for myself and played carrom with mark. pwned him, but he was goddam lucky and managed to actually draw! he was boasting abt how his mum is teaching him a lvl chem.. lolx

The prefectorial posters were up. This Kevin Mark Lee is soo irritating. posters everywhere. Even see him while peeing. Though he got my attention and made me rem his naem, I ain't gonna vote for him, unless he really impress e during his speech.

Erm, decided to continue with English academic paper and continued writing non-stop until 9.10pm. Holy. It's on Zheng He, and I personally think it's a really nice piece. 2782 words. Har. At first I thought it would be a special topic but somehow quite a few ppl chose it, like Rongbing, Kia Boon, Yedi. And it seems they all write it in THIS way so I decided to write mine in THAT way... And I just realised Ms Quah won't appreciate my good work. What a horrible thought, all those efforts. I tink only Mrs Joylim likes my writing and she's not an English teacher! And shit, realised again that it is overdue, hope the lateness can be redeemed by its outstanding content....

What to do now leh... too tired to revise already. Prob watching Li Ao talk later. Somehow he is a very interesting and engaging speaker, and I like his evil tongue... LOLX. And another overdue work- philo journal..

Tmr gonna be another busy day. Double Bio, Chem Redox, Physics Practical(I hate counted work, esp practicals- Bio practical cost me half my CA loss!), CCA rehearsal, CCA.. Slack on Tue, Dentist on Wed, Revise Jap on Thursday, slack on Friday... hopefully.. HAPPY LIFE!!

So sianz...

Slept 9hrs, quite nice actually. But headache.. always like this.. getting very pissed with myself. So was ultra unproductive..

Only positive was that my team, Chelsea got it's 7th consecutive win, at Aston Villa, though they conceded their first goal of the season. Liverpool, Arsenal and Manure all dropped points so i can't complain la. :)

Got slightly more productive in afternoon. Spent like 3 hrs on 1st half of acad paper (decided to skip the lit review) and was like cannot tahan liao.. so slacked again.. giddy plus tired.

Found so many other nice songs again. Like JJ's xiatian... , Utada's Exodus, faint, and that background song of Ms Wincy tsang (dled it anywae, though i din noe the title or singer.. haha)

Today only got up at 11.30am. Feeling damn giddy and still tired.
Went out soon. We first looked at all those diamond crap. Prob buying next wk, my parents are lame. Then went to harvey norman. The ipod nano looks damn cool, really. Seeing it beats any reviews ok!! Then went foodcourt. Ate pig organ's soup. But my sister vomitted so we returned home early, at around 4. I had a hair cut and felt giddy again.

I am really starting to miss the sch canteen. Sure, I am getting sick of some food and it's the same stuff all the time, but... There's so much food that i am sure i will miss. The Western food, Kampung food, Noodles, wok of life, Chicken rice and all the snacks... any rafflesian would miss them i am sure. For the past 2 yrs, I have simply taken them for granted, and to an extent almost despised the food. Now, I am starting to regret it... prob eating jap food in class everyday now

Today, woke up with a headache and it lasted throughout the day, even now. Perhaps it's due to stress, maybe pressure, but it definitely comes from school. So I still have so much work left. sigh la. After being chased by DLai for so many days, I finally paid him the Red Cross stuff(lzrdesmond=loserdesmond)
Eng was fei summary. Math matrices, which is actually crap, seriously. I really hate my math now. At the start of yr, Math was one of my best subjects. Now, because I am lazy plus busy, I can't even get 4.0... haiz. Recess bought for the rest jap food. Chinese fei again. SS SBQ, ok la.

Ms Jacq Sim jacked herself
JS: (on dif bet topic and content) like your geography teacher hussain, he is a good teacher, handsome etcetc
(so obviously the class burst into laughter, and JS decided to act smart)
JS: And then Ms Sim, ugly and fat...
(followed by silence)
JS: Why so quiet?
Lixing: Becos it's true wad
erpzz...

Physics adv module test on photonics was hmm. The MCQ was really hard to me, seriously. The Open ended qns were quite simple. The dB=10lgp2/p1 quite lucky to get it correct. But I misspelt Malus as Mulus, shit. 2 mks gone!!! FUCk. And the I=IoCos2theta was simple too. Group work was shit. Used Mrs Lai's hair. We damn hu tu, and only managed to do in the last 5 mins. Hope it's correct.

Then went HML to finish Math assignment. Hate curve sketching. Philip reading some chinese novels, like those scholars. Din go for comp science, they just teaching the noobs programming. Heard Chongmin has a damn enthu student- tan jian, scholar also. Ate at KFC(unhealthy lifestyle) and went home. Slept. dL quite a few songs plus sorted out some other ones.

Some damn nice songs I found: First love, last night of the world, munaiyi and that song by tao ze.

See the time. 3.51. I just got up...

I still haven't done my lit review, academic paper, philo essay and Math assignment 11( due this Monday.. X_x)

Updates on Wednesday. It was damn packed, as the RE periods were replaced by Math and Chem. Chinese presented for xiao laoshi. I din prepare and impromptu din seem too gd either..ci yu shou ce seriously sucks. Philo made me giddy, all those emotions crap. I mean, if I din have so much tests, assignments, etc, I can probably sit down and think properly.

Then was Math pop quiz on functions.. WAHHHHHHH. I only revised a bit last night after getting back from 3rd lang, so... Din put x =x 3 for f2, but was quite lucky to think of f^-1g last minute. Second math, i forgot to bring trigo notes so toked cock lor. Chem practical was damn amazing. Firstly, it was forming the silvere mirror. She just poured something into water(she claims to be water). Then there was this emulsion and eventually becme a silver thingy. it was damn reflective and looks really cool, and shiny too. The ammonium dichromate -> chromium oxide was quite nice too, the ammonia was pungent. The most amazing was the oscillating clock. But i sitll dun understand, why is it reversible, and what had catalysed the reverse reaction from I2 back to KIO3.

After that it was CCA rehearsal. Damn boring la. Last yr 2D had quite a few ppl, wei wen, junyang, james. My 3rd lang class also got a lot, hwee leong, bing wen, mao lin, chang xing, juan he, ronald. RC later was slack la. Soccer till 7.15, and rongbing dun want to give me a lift. Got home and slept at 9.

Today(or rather ytd) was crap too. Math no notes, though it wasnt' difficult. Swimming ok la. English was crap. CLE by mrs selvan. Was talking to Sue Ben, abt a lot of stuff la. Then after that raining, plus 3rd lang todae all listening, so poned la. I think the boarding designers is dumb. The space allocated to stair cases, corridors, toilets should have been added to the dormitories la. Then geog remedial. Few went. It was quite good. BTW hussain is failing economics in uni now, but he not THAT bad actually.

After ending at abt 4.30pm, just went wif Sue Ben to HML, where he just talked abt some intersting stuff to me la. 5.30 returned home and wanted to sleep. Did a bit of academic paper. Slept at 11, too tired, even though ytd slept 9hrs. And now blogging, wtf

Did i mention this, on Monday, which was yesterday, I saw this incredibly cute person in school. God, I just like stoned on the spot, and I suddenly felt I had such a point to prove. You see, you just feel ur raging hormones expressing themselves and you just get distracted voluntarily. Amazing isn't it?

This is seriously screwed up.
Sat went for YSC. Nearly forgot blazar, only to realise that it is not needed. Anyway we din win any honors. But trust me, I will return next yr, and I will will, trust me. So after that went with family to a hotel in Chinatown for moon cake festival. Buffet. And guess what? I had stomachache halfway, and my slippers broke off too!!
Sunday was having migraines. SO basically wasted the whole day, shit.
Monday, Bio, which i had revised a bit for, was postponed. And Chem practical, which i had thought was on tue, came out. CCa verification. 10hrs of CIP hrs?!?! Jokes. dunno wth those ppl are doing la. And CCA got no updates at all!! WTF. Chem practical was ok, but shit at first. I kept on thinking it was salt water, and had a mental block. Then training until damn tired, soccer somemore, and went home to sleep.
Tuesday was shit too, Respiration quiz wasn't difficult, but I prob needs a whack on my head. Glucose -> Ethanol + CO2 + WATER?? wait, actually it shld be possible, just that it is bloody useless. Hussain went back to being a loser. chinese yin yong wen is a killer. I wrote the wrong stuff!! Damn pissed with myself.Finally went for 3rd lang. Got back test, ok la, but prob still missing 4.0. Damn tired. Got home at 615 and slept until 8.
Seriously, ithink my life is damn screwed up. I am feeling damn exhausted, and these unrelenting homework just seem to pile on me. At first, i become breathless, slightly challenging myself, but the completion of 1 assignment is soon followed by another, and I find myself trapped. Tests and quizzes too, knowing they are counted, we HAVE to study for them. But seriously, I find I ain't really doing it. Read the notes, And i have to worry about the mountain of homework or wonder if my sleep time is soon, or just distant. Multitasking sucks. When the sad music on my laptop plays on, my tired hands scribbling on the goddam hw, my mind in a whirl, thinking about something elsewhere.
The pressure to perform is also killing me. I know I have not done well this term, and I need to improve, but when i really try, or just put in a feeble effort, it never pays off. It is jst so frustrating. Every setback comes with more pressure and now, I am finding myself buckering under the immense pressure. I want to escape from it, but it is but a futile attemtpt. I have a math quiz tmr, but yet now, my mind is blank, i honestly haven't studies for it yet. I dun wanna screw up. Fuck this life la

YSC

Ytd was quiet boring. Swimming.. i suck. Geog too little time for the assignment. If this is how they want us to do for geog, then @#$^%^&*.. after sch juz went hml to print. But every other gp was selfish and were editing their work. So we just waited and waited. Should have ggone for 3rd lang first, like Juanhe. Too hungry so ate at dining hall, for $2, quite suck.
Finally started printing at 8.30pm! aND FINISH at around 9.40. THe pasting was shit, but luckily Juanhe and the other prefect helped us out. Got home quite late and jsut slept almost straightaway too tired.
Today just sian la. Went YSC. Mounted our poster. My blazar is too small... shit. And the oral part was quite dumb, the qns they posted us. That's all la
And walked around in NYP , thinking we are not released so wasted like another 1.5hr
Went home and slept for 1hr. Then still tired and bored....
Tmr still have to go, and I am going after that for family buffet too.

Tuesday

Din sleep well as usual so was rather tired.

Bio. Mrs Lim still lame.. lol. But quite destressing la. Got CA marks. Did well la, but it's like the ONLY subject I am still doing well in. I am almost flunking every other subjects, just so pissed la....hmm

Geog was slack in a sense. Husain coudln't control the class for nuts. Then he pronounced like "uer-uer" migration, "map weeding", "grow corpse".. haha.. erm. shld n't laugh at short tongues la, unless they are useless and idiotic. And then he told us to all squeeze ourselves in newspapers, nobody took him seriously la. He taught us history of potatoes too, told ya his lessons re screwed, completely

PE. No Pe, so the teacher got angry. Almost 3/4 of the class same as me. So we carried canoese and stoned there la. Math and English juz boring la.. sianz

Then I wanted Lixing to help me get back my EZ link card. But got noob sec 1 there guarding. So I decided to lure him away while steven help me get. Disconnected the internet and told him cannot use. This made him stay there for quite some time, buying steven enough time.. haha. I love my EZlink card

Then was mostly chatting with Sue(Ben) for around 2 hrs. He was talking about using delta x to solve cg. Anyway it's a bit too cheem for me. And he's just so smart in a sense la. He also said NaiChien dresses like an astronaut now to sleep cos he afraid he get dengue... erpz. Sue also described his long term plan to beat NC, how ambitious. So returned home later than 3rd lang ppl

Got home. Tired la. Photoshop got prob. Got hw, re ysc, cca and everything la. overloaded

Start of School

Wow, start of school already. Though I have not been a particularly diligent student, I have tried to do some hw during what remained of my holidays and I state that I simply couldn't finish them.. so on the eve of the start of sch, I was still struglling to keep vigil so as to finish some more work.

I only slept at around 2.20am btw
So obviously i overslept, only woke up at 7am. No point taking car transport to school, so I just took an MRT.. Basically I tried to enter by the main gate and the gate near JR blk and antogonisingly, both were LOCKED! So I had to enter by side gate, wad luck!

Bio. Mrs Lim quite high and happy with our class. She say we beat 3D in GPA by 0.01, haha. Then she told a lot of len xiao hua.. lolx. English, Chem, Philo were insignificant. In fact, I was almost toking to Sue Ben abt physics for the whole philo lesson. He gotta be the smartest person in our class la..

Physics wasn't so boring actually and I kinda "appreciate" Mrs Lai more now. Then met Mr Wee abt YSC. Shit, we really gotta rush now. Went RC. Soccer for training, so it was fun la ^^. Then even after it ended at 5, we still played there till 5.20 before going sick bay and toking cock. Then they had this stupid game of comparing armpit hair. Jon Sim pwned us lol. I tink todae's training rocks!

Realised i had left EZ link card in sch, shit. Drank strawberry milk wif Rongbing, Hong Cheng declined, citing some nutritional bullshit. Took bus to MRT, using coins. Then bought a $15 adult EZ link card, later realising I was stupid to do so. Then went home wif Rongbing

Just got home. Damn tired. Went for an 1/2 hr walk wif my mum and sister. Then just slacked a while before searching for materials to do lit review. really damn tired leh.. sighz.. sch is starting

The Last Sunday of the Holidays...

So sad, the holidays is ending. And I have not finished half my work...
I think we are seriously overloaded with work, and every teacher seems to be deluded to think that we are only taking 1 subject. For ****'s sake, we have like 9 or 10 subjects on top of RE, CCA, personal life etc.
Outstanding Hw not done :(
-Physics reflective writing
-Math assignment
-Lit review(i dun even have a critical issue yet!)
-Academic paper
-Chinese holiday hw
But i actually wrote the compo for chinese. So productive! Yeah! It's a long time since i could think ok while writing chinese essays so I am quite happy to get my form back..
Watched the CL magazine on TV... hope Chelsea win lor. Actually i think the producer of this show rocks. I mean it's barely 1/2 hr yet it can capture ur attention, ur imagination, showcase all the best stuff and drive ur adrenaline high.. taking special notice of its ending, it ended on quite a high so that viewers will watch it again... hmm food for thought.
Ytd was quite sad also. After the morning lesson, I was really too tired in the afternoon. I wanted to take a short nap but surprisingly, i couldn't. haiz...
So just discussed RE(we had to do a poster for the Youth Science Conference) and finally got some planning done. Prob doing it next Monday after sch, sorrie RC ppl..
And became unproductive again. Just did the draft for my chinese compo. I am so glad I can write Chinese essays agaain.. YEAH!!
And later just watched some tv, chatting wif ppl online and finally sleeping at 12, i mean today. lol

sian la

add the philo essay(overdue work again!) to that list of undone hw...
juz remembered some memorable quotes form Mrs Lai on Sat:
-(on waisum) he's my dream student
-Math is the slave. Sciences are the kings and queens

my life is damn boring now...
maybe talk abt my sister

She's just 9mths old..
BUT, she's learning how to use the aircon remote control and open my highlighter cap now.. hmm. well, she still can't speak much now la. And she's so cute..

Still got YSC for RE.. gonna die

Well, now I am thinking.. why are Singaporeans so stressed.. we know this phenomenon is not only present in students, but also present in adults as well, so we can't attribute it to school work. So what is the root of this stress??
I think it is due to the lack of ownership.... shall elaborate on another day la. Too busy write now

Saturday Afternoon

Since I am quite free now, I am blogging before I take an afternoon nap soon. ^^
Had physics advanced module in the lab this morning. ON photonics. And tbh it was the best Physics lesson I had in S3. It was supposed to start at 8 but the lesson actually started at 8.30 only.. the power of digression ma. Anyway the lesson on polarization was really enriching and interesting. I was rather fascinated by it. I have always thought science lessons shld be like these. But i was quite tired too... haiz... gaming. Then diffraction wasn't as good but nonetheless still very interesting, i realli enjoyed the lessons. Though i am still perplexed by the faint and dark fringes thingy.
X-lab wasn't that amazing actually. Just some class 3A laser. It was that good a demonstration of laser and we were more concerned about not getting ourselves blinded. Poor Mr Wee. Firstly, he wasn't adv physics teacher yet he had to prepare all the teaching material for us. Secondly, in the middle of a fine sat afternoon, he had to be harrassed by Mrs Lai on how to operate the machine and stuff. The laser-glasses for $300 a pair, the school probably got ripoffed.
Eventually ended at 12 plus. more than 1 hr delayed. Went to KFC to eat there for like the 3rd time in 5 days. Finally eating after 18hrs. Standing on the same spot as Daniel did that Monday was reminiscent of what actually happened that day. Victor, being himself, went to push Daniel and Daniel really barked at him infront of everyone. "YOU ALL BETTER STOP IT. I WILL SUE YOU FOR ASSULT!" But soon he returned to his friendly self and actually smiled at me (I almost choked on my coke, it was disgusting ok?)
Yesterday was crap la. Woke up late. Watched some recorded documentary and slept again in the afternoon for 4hrs. Then did a bit of work and slacked again. Played civilisation 3 and FM2005(tried Nott Forest just to challenge myself) until 2 plus in the morning. Screwed up lifestyle...

Primary School Days

yea, those were the days when i used to have such happy and carefree life. I was havin' a half-hour shower yesterday and i was thinking abt life then.
CTPS... met a lot of people who would become great friends of mine, many of whom i would still keep in contact nowadays. And the teachers then were sooooo nice. Mr Soh, Mrs Ang etc etc. I went back last yr juz to see them but unfortunately, they had both retired. And there was also this rich and chio gal from HK called Jane, also my good friend. Also, I was once a prefect there, just that I got sabo-ed by this malay and actually got sacked. Not much other memories, but had a memorable time there
PEPS.. better and more vivid memories. P4, when I just went there, it was like so unadaptable but i soon became an integral part of it. Could still remember Hong Cheng animately declaring his IQ to be 162 and mine to be 152. Could still remember bullying Shuliang the loser while still gaming with him, and he's actually in HCI now. And we were rather mischievous then, esp to Ms Chan, our P6 FT cum experience ex zoo keeper. We would get the whole class to set our watch alarm 5min before her lesson end to remind her "politely" that she's not welcome... though rather rude, it was amusing recalling it. And I once whacked Yangyi, the then assistant head prefect cos he was being too idiotic... so ms Chan called my parents, describing me as "naughty" with "attitude problem".
What I gathered was that in Primary School,grades and academic work weren't really consequential to us. May other than the gals, we din really care about school work. School is just fooling around during lessons, pissing Ms Chan off, racing to the canteen for recess and playing soccer after school. In fact, I did not study for my PSLE until July in 2002 and even then, i played football with my friends everyday. Well, compared to RI now, grades take priority over practically everything. You fail a test, and it's almost like the end of the world. You get 79 for Math and suddenly that 1 mark seems more important than say your family. Maybe this overemphasis on results is good in a certain way, but it's also bad from another perspective too.

Hello World

Hi, this is me. And this is my new blog... haha..
Hmm.. wad to blog?? Aiya, todae I just went for the second day of this leadership course held at jr blk atrium. It was soooo boring...!! Our group won both contests, no comments. Seng Teck, who is vicechair of Math club, is really a pig, now i understand why 3Q calls him that(as for maid.. i dunno yet) He was very greedy. Weijie aka Zei,is so funny. Reminds me of Xinyu but Zei was a nicer person la.. And he likes Niu Yi.
And the rest of it was extremely boring. sighz. many were sleeping or just chatting among themselves. I was reading a book on Migration since the 15th Century. It's a very interesting book on sociology. And it costs the library 54 bucks.
RI leaders are real koppists. Shld see the lunch. The chicken drumlets(nothing special actually, just the only protein-based food around) were like gone so quickly. Shld relax la.
Met this chinese scholar from 3D, called Haobin. Quite a nice guy la.Chairman of calligraphy club. Just chatted with him for the rest of lunch. Scholars are generally nicer people, maybe b'cos they are more courteous.. He also agreed with me that his teachers are lenient in marking.
And finally it ended....YEAH!! Read up a bit on Natural Revolution in HML, went home and slacked. I really like the song "Last night of the world", the theme song of a broadway show.. it's just wonderful.
Gonna choose a blogskin later
Bye guys!