Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Funs

Okie blog about what happend today

First was sch... quite sian. Results not really gd but i'm not complainining. Well what i always feel is that happiness is due to expectations and productivity. People who are productive (pro) may be unhappy while people with low expectations can be very happy? So why make urself unhappy??

Honestly

So other than the stupid screwed up test papers, PHYSICS was quite interesting.. All the tough stuff, current, charges hehehe

Then after sch went wilson's house. hehe

At first he and kwok playing dota, so i was playing fifa street.. But somehow can't load so play fifa and world cup, though i was myself pretty sian ofthe game

Lol so went back. They just finishing first dota game. Joined for 2nd game. wow i long tme never play dota liao. Cos i uninstalled wc just before ct. then recently to reinstall comp, i delted all those nocdkey , patch , replays and other stuff..

So my team was tze, kwok, yj and mysef. Other team was clem, stan , cm, andy.

I took sniper, and at first tried middle lane. Of course i noob mah, even cm and andy owned me like some shit. Basically andy just nova me and dragon knight (cm) tried to finish me off. Lucky cm likes to gl sometimes, can kill me liao but run away haha =P

Anyway wilson's sister had to use the computer for some damn important stuff (like blogging) so we went to play pool afterwards lor.

Well i am quite enthu about pool but i just suck at it, the technique, style etc. For FFA my average is like 1-2 points lor... ><

And got this time i hit the ball it flew... and over the fence... and into the neighbor's house. the white ball spoilt, really paiseh ah wilson. But at least the broken pot wasn't caused by the ball as initially expected

Anyway returned home and chatted a lot funs

what the examiner wrote on my english ct script

Your essay is the world's greatest proof of reincarnation; no one could get that dumb in just one lifetime. You amaze me! I didn't think it was possible for one person to possess such a vast reservoir of undiluted gibberish! Wouldn't clues have more room to fit in your head if you got rid of some of the gobbledygook in there? Reading your essay makes blindness a wonderful thing to look forward to. Most repair manuals are far more interesting than your essay, and far less turgid to read. There's nothing wrong with you that couldn't be cured with a little Prozac and a polo mallet, or, better yet, suicide. Maybe you wouldn't come across as such a mustard mental midget if you weren't intellectually outclassed by dead sheep. You anal-invading, grandma-molesting, armpit-slurping, cock-sucking, zit-chewing, dick-brained sausage jockey.

Your esaay is really an inspiration to botched lobotomy patients everywhere. Your It's an orgy of stultifying cacophonous verbal depravity; an exercise in football impotence, and an offence to all of good taste and decency. My advice to you is next time you feel the urge to write, don't. I'm sure their brand of waddling about, random noise making, utter fuckwittery would be more appealing to your pea sized brain hanging out in that vast expanse of space and dark matter, otherwise referred to as your head.

In conclusion, you sir are a bore, and a very dull one at that. You are the kind of person who, when one first meets you, one doesn't like you. But when one gets to know you better, one hates you. Maybe you wouldn't read like such a pathetic cockstain if your father didn't screw a plant and raised a blooming idiot. Who am I kidding? You would.

Monday, October 30, 2006

Lame

Today i was feeling extremely lame after 'o'

i remembered telling wy about setting up my own club - the slacker club

basically attendance will be marked every session by the only nonslacker (the chairman)

then everyone must be slack and pon... at the end of the year the people who get 0 attendance gets the cca points

kewl rite??

Subject Combo

This is my final subject combo... well not final may be subjected to changes next july

Physics
Chem (although my better 2 sciences are phy and bio)
Math
Econs

H3 Chem
PW
HMT
GP

Soccer <3
Badminton
Floorball
Table Tennis

if you happen to have the same combo, you are likely to be my class =P

Wheee

Concrete Forest

Super Girl , Lousy Rafflesian

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Happy Bday

Today's my sis's bday!

so happy bday!

to hell with chinese!!

though the esasy is abt blogging

sighz...

Friday, October 27, 2006

Disgust, sheer disgust

Well, obviously there's some furor on the net (specifically the singapore blogosphere) on this 18yo gal called Wee Shu Min from RJC. This was what she posted on her blog that caused the controversy.

I do not wish to argue against her propositions, for i would just be spiralling into a abyss of dispute and controversies. But i would just like to say that i am rather disturbed, and disgusted by her condescending tone.

I do not dispute the fact that she's probably smart, whether this refers to exam-smart is another issue. But if all that years of education and cultivations has only bred a perosn of such calibre, you do have to worry about the fate of Singapore.

It's sad that she can't emphasize with others ; sad that she can dismiss and deride others with such ease, and using derogatory terms like "crackpot" and "leech" ; sad that an elite education has infused in her such a skewed and retarded perception. People like them are just cooped up in their ivory towers. still remember the "peanuts" incident?

Rafflesians just cannot get any brighter...

The obnoxious root of controversy

mom's friend sent her some blog post by some bleeding stupid 40-year old singaporean called derek wee (WHY do all the idiots have my surname why?!) whining about how singapore is such an insecure place, how old ppl (ie, 40 and above) fear for their jobs, how the pool of foreign "talent" (dismissively chucked between inverted commas) is really a tsunami that will consume us all (no actually he didn't say that, he probably said Fouren Talern Bery Bad.), how the reason why no one wants kids is that they're a liability in this world of fragile ricebowls, how the government really needs to save us from inevitable doom but they aren't because they are stick-shoved-up-ass elites who have no idea how the world works, yadayadayadayada.

i am inclined - too much, perhaps - to dismiss such people as crackpots. stupid crackpots. the sadder class. too often singaporeans - both the neighborhood poor and the red-taloned socialites - kid themselves into believing that our society, like most others, is compartmentalized by breeding. ridiculous. we are a tyranny of the capable and the clever, and the only other class is the complement.

sad derek attracted more than 50 comments praising him for his poignant views, joining him in a chorus of complaints that climax at the accusation of lack of press freedom because his all-too-true views had been rejected by the straits times forum. while i tend to gripe about how we only have one functioning newspaper too, i think the main reason for its lack of publication was that his incensed diatribe was written in pathetic little scraps that passed off as sentences, with poor spelling and no grammar.

derek, derek, derek darling, how can you expect to have an iron ricebowl or a solid future if you cannot spell?

if you're not good enough, life will kick you in the balls. that's just how things go. there's no point in lambasting the government for making our society one that is, i quote, "far too survival of fittest". it's the same everywhere. yes discrimination exists, and it is sad, but most of the time if people would prefer hiring other people over you, it's because they're better. it's so sad when people like old derek lament the kind of world that singapore will be if we make it so uncertain. go be friggin communist, if uncertainty of success offends you so much - you will certainly be poor and miserable. unless you are an arm-twisting commie bully, which, given your whiny middle-class undereducated penchant, i doubt.

then again, it's easy for me to say. my future isn't certain but i guess right now it's a lot brighter than most people's. derek will read this and brand me as an 18-year old elite, one of the sinners who will inherit the country and run his stock to the gutter. go ahead. the world is about winners and losers. it's only sad when people who could be winners are marginalised and oppressed. is dear derek starving? has dear derek been denied an education? has dear derek been forced into child prostitution? has dear derek had his clan massacred by the government?

i should think not. dear derek is one of many wretched, undermotivated, overassuming leeches in our country, and in this world. one of those who would prefer to be unemployed and wax lyrical about how his myriad talents are being abandoned for the foreigner's, instead of earning a decent, stable living as a sales assistant. it's not even about being a road sweeper. these !!^#bags don't want anything without "manager" and a name card.

please, get out of my elite uncaring face.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Screwed Up Day

Well... today was a rather screwed up day

Results wise shouldn't talk too much about it. Did not do well for the papers as expected. Chem was missing the key words and being a spastic at PQRS question (found difference but forgot to minus off). Math was pure careless, and i think i got record no of crosses on 1 page (6).

So now onto the screwed up parts. So i left halfway thru math. Went by front gate and wtf, it's locked... bo pian go side gate lor... then i went there, just missed 156. Plan spoiled.

So there was this old aunty there who was trying to "advise" me. She's talking like she takes 156 everyday and knows it so damn well so asked her some questions. where's crown center - dunno. where does 156 go to eventually - dunno. Is there a 74 busstop - dunno. In the end (after 25min) the bus finally came, and realised she alighted at the next stop.. wth

And my schedule had been pretty fked up now... so i was thinking what to do. Din bring enough money for taxi so can't take there. So i was thinking maybe take 156 to clementi. In the end i decided to take to the crown center and take 74 from there....

And when i alighted, i realised crown center is tzewei's house there.... lol?? i tot street directory say 156 si the only bus so i tot its some crap place. Should have taken 157 la, wait shorter and travel shorter.... sianz... so i was predicting that if i can take 74 then, i will be just on time.....

Of course it's screwed up, and 74 arrived 10min later. I was thinking what to do... so i asked bus driver. He say will take 25min to reach dover. wth... street directory say 12min... sian so i decided to take a taxi after all. the bus driver told me to alight next stop to take taxi by holland drive...

Alighted at next stop.... smart rite?? So i got onto a cab. And the cabbie din go by holland drive... rofl... anyway finally got to that place after so much drama. And people were sayinig i am early. Thanks

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Death

Anyway tmr getting back chem, math, bio. Not sure about english

And wtf WTF these are the subjects i did the worst!!! sian thinking of it this ct i did not do well for ANY subjects.... sian

Lucky though, that i can pon sch before bio paper, so at least my agony will be deceased by 1/3

sighz....screwed up

Busy

I think i am really really busy nowadays (still), and it's not about chinese o

Next week is fully packed, as well as the holidays...

man... ><

Monday, October 23, 2006

又一天

虽然用华文写博客,让一些人嗤之以鼻,如苏汁圆,但这样毕竟能练习华文,以应付即将来临的O水准考试。

今天学校里也蛮无聊的。先是一场无比无聊的讲座,关于面孔护理。讲者真的十分“阿连”,也时常肉麻当有趣,真让人感到颇为恶心。所以听到一半,我便和好友溜走,去莱初“石头”一下。哈哈,也在那里碰到好几张熟悉的面孔,真所谓英雄所见略同,要PON一起PON。

之后,又遇到BALA和MAHAPAN,所以我们就在莱初的走廊踢球,也蛮好玩的。就是后来被老师捉到,所以就停了。我们就去INDIAN LANGUAGE ROOM踢球。他们站主场优势(HOMEGROUND ADVANTAGE…〕所以踢得很猛。

华文课,和4G一起上。其实我觉得杨老师今天真的老羞成怒。像她平时,有什么事都诙谐地看待,付之一笑,可今天大大不同,态度明显有差。她说的一句话,让我印象极为深刻,大致是这样:RI其实就是金玉其外,败絮其中。外面人都以为RI的学生很好,因为他们往往看的是那些出类拔萃,参加比赛的。像你们这些没参加比赛的,他们才看不到你们丑陋的一面。

真是一针见血。显然,针对的是4G的一些学生。其实说句老实话,我也是一样,不太看不起4G的一些同学。读书不好没关系,但他们有些态度恶劣、 目光短浅、俗不可耐,与社会的渣滓有何不同?问题是,他们还是没有羞耻之心,还是夜郎自大的,嚣嚣张张的。诚如扬老师所说的,这些人就是没有CHARACTER…

Saturday, October 21, 2006

有点无聊

华文O水准即将来临,我难免有点焦虑、甚至害怕。

但我还是一样,在复习等方面毫无进展。。。

昨天,伟民要我去他家玩,但因为想在家里歇一会,所以婉拒了。但到下午十分,实在是过分地无聊,所以当智伟问起,便毫不犹豫地前往他家。

先是打了几场DOTA,所实在的我并不是特别喜欢。之后就玩桌球,还倒真的很有趣,玩得十分投入。当然,玩的之余也尽兴地聊天,所以回家时还真的有点依依不舍。

当然,回家后,又是整天“石头”,又烟雾笼罩,出门不佳。有时就找人在线聊聊天。。。

无聊的星期六。。。

Thursday, October 19, 2006

华文博客

我正好在与别班同学谈话,便谈到生物课。

他准备在莱初选修H3生物

我便把生物比喻为食物、而把某老师比喻为营养师。

你现在可能走运,营养师建议你吃什么都是对的,所以身强体壮

但有朝一日,当你要自力更生,你能否生存?

可能是读了太多的达问进化论

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Ct

Hey it's ended...

wheee

...

screwed up every paer

whee

Friday, October 13, 2006

I know...

I know why i screwed up ss and to a certian degree english

it's friday the 13th after all

now to sleep and wash out the ss crap

lalalalaland

CT starts

The beginning of the end...

hehe

anyway i screwed up ss, quite badly

heck.

rjc open house was nothing...

i love ss

i hate family quarrels

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Hardcore Boy

Honestly, i think waisum is a bit overstressed

At the start of the year, he has a few strands of white hair

Now, just sitting behind him, it's obvious that he has a lot of white hair already

Well... i mean there's nothing wrong with trying to do well in studies. It is undeniable that in a society like singapore, grades and certs do matter

But when you are overly obsessed with it, and reach a certain degree of hardcoreness, is it worth it?

By being so hardcore, what does it really give you? A 0.20 diff in GPA at the end of the year? Which translates to stress everyday. So what diff will that 0.20 diff in GPA make? Nothing much i guess. But it has probably taken many years off ur lifespan

Let's say you really achieve your ambiton, like enter good uni / get scholarship etc, you will realise that the path of hardcoreness is a never ending one. Just like you have to compete extra hard with students of higher intelligence now to attain the same results, the workplace is the same. In order to compete with higher calibre colleagues, one must be damn hardcore.

So I ask these hardcore people, what's the pot of gold at the end of the tunnel? Unless you have a very clear idea of what it is and how you are going to attain it, i have to say that the path of hardcoreness is a very foolish one.

NO offences. Just some personal thoughts

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Sad

Chinese prelims... GGXX
i got < 60% for paper 2.. happy?

Magship ... gg

Ct... gg

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Fuck

wah i feel like going rjc asap... leave all this shit here...

shit teachers

shit people

shit environment

shits

wah fuck

Ta screwed up

Magship MORE screwed up

"22 is a very high score"
-da ni de lian la...

Monday, October 09, 2006

Wahh

One thing i feel is that teachers like to pick on me, as ser zheng has observed.

Like today, so many people were laughing at huching's speech. Okie i wldn't defend why i laughed at it, but obviously, Mr Dc only picked on me...

Other subjects also the same

- chem : morpeng ask me qn, i reply him and i became the one disrupting the lesson.... wah sian

- bio : last time efoo also used to pick on me...

- ycm: i just dun do one piece of work, and i am placed in the same category of those total dundowork people.... wahhh

- math : okie la

life's jsut so unfair rite??

Sunday, October 08, 2006

I am understresed

Honestly, seeing everyone so frantic over cts, i am feeling quite guilty. Cos i am understressed. Evidence

1. Sleep too much - 28 hrs of sleep in the past 2 days is quite a lot

2. Too inefficient - wanted to study today but only studied electromagnstism. How efficient!

Sighz

HI all

Just to keep up my record of bloggng every day...

Cya

Saturday, October 07, 2006

My Dream

Aftr some discussions with chris and ser zheng, i have finalised my dream

....

To be a teacher in RI!!!

woot

Cos i think teaching in RI is sooooo cool and challenging. Budden i will only want to teach in RI and nowhere else. So i prob won't take it as a permanent job

Erm... maybe relief teach??

The departments i wld consider joining

-physics (cool!)
-chem (maybe not?)
-geog (work wiht chionh lmao)
-math (a bit boring though)
-ss (same)
-history (but i prob lack the qualifications)
-chinese (working wiht ycm will be soo ocool!!)

i wldn't consider joining

-bio (too imba competition in jlim)
-pe
-tamil/malay/hindi
-english
-lit (too abstract for my likings)
-philo (too slack)

hahaha~

Dreams

Recently, i am just sleeping a lot and dreaming every time i sleep

Like i have described that day i dreamt of lenee

The day before that i dreamt of someone going mad (nightmare it was)

Ytd, the 12hr beauty sleep, yielded a soccer dream, like i was chelsea manager and somehow sheva wasn't playing (linked to his recent fever?!?!?! lol)

Today afternoon, i slept another 4 hrs and dreamt of something also...

Dreams...

Friday, October 06, 2006

Bright side of life

Sometimes we shdln't be too pessimistic, must look on the bright side of life. Then things look so much better. Some examples

1. Ct is coming
Defence: Also means end of ct is drawing closer too...like months of fun, games etc

2. Schlife is stressful
Defence: Really? Look at ysum. Then u think u are still stressed??

3. Must climb a lot in raja block
Defence: At least you dun have to go all the way to gyms to try out treadmill. Plus improves stamina

4. Unsatisfied with 3.6
Defence: It's 1 notch lower than the highest possible GPA while 9 notches higher than the lowest possible GPA

5. Teachers dun give notes
Defence: At least photocopying costs are down

6. Not as imba as people like qihan
Defence: You just have to be 4/5 of qihan to get 4.0 for math. How cool is that!

7. You dun have as cool a blog as this
Defence: oh man.... too bad =P

Sian again

Another sian day today. Highlight was my dream today... lol i really dreamt of me and lenee living happily ever after.... seriously it was a damn nice dream haha ^^

Back to boring sch. Now everyone's going astro straight. I mean who wants to climb stairs just to put his bag there??

They had this retarded system to put class in 4 rows. Wah damn dumb la. Totally retarded. And now i am sitting beside bennett.... zomg.

So morpeng and i were coming out with the taidi theory. Basically dfc is like 3 dime, and morpeng got him. But 3 dime also easy to throw away, so morpeng got rid of him. Then i got 3 clubs. sian.... but got taidi just beside 3 clb also hahahahaha. Then the yongjing row is the joker fullhouse

Chem was a bit boring. On polymers

Geog went to slack and read newspapers

Math was boring. Forgot quite a bit on diff liao

Chi was lessons by the mugger grp. Basically it was totally ownage. Got like 2 spade (andy), 2 heart (qihan), 2 club (yuanwei), 2 dime (ysum), plus a lot of other imba people... damn imbalanced

After sch went rjc to eat. then went home. Watched animal planet for a while.

Then stoned. Then arranged some of my stuff. Then went out to eat.On my way this incident happend

Basically i was walking on the opposite side of this canal/drain. Got this mud boy just across, only around 5-6yo liddat. Then he try throwing tree twigs at me and tried to spit at me from there (obviously failed at both) Then he went to mumble some mud language at me

Normally i won't care, but seriously this guy is damn idiotic. And he's like so young?!?! Seeing as he can't hear/understand any vulgarities i say and i dun feel like going all the way to beat him up, i just poin the middle finger at him... hehe. First time pointing at someone i dunno

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Careers Path

Actually like what i told chris on wed, i don't really know what i like or want to pursue.

On one hand, like what has been said by everyone recently, one shd do what he likes and is interested in. For me, i am kinda interested in everyting but if you are talking abt REALLy interested, nothing really intrigue me to that extent... music maybe?

Well... if i can choose any career i want, i prob want to be a political analyst or a football pundit. But if you want ot be PA, there's no future, unless you are in some pro US thhinktank. Football pundit also, unless you tyko get into ESPN or Skysports or sth..

So eventually, i will probably do some random things. I mean i will most likely succeed even if i do language/science/math/engineering/humanties, just that i may not like it totally

Sian

So after a lame day, there's a sian day today

First, there's the moving ceremony to the new raja block. It's this new building erected on the former jr blk field... (many fond memories there ><)

So first time using the classrooms. Quite cool.

1. it's totally white... first there's so much light. then everything's painted white. plus white uniforms.

2. 6 storeys high. cannot use lift. wahhh everyday climb stairs. i climbed 12 flight of stairs to fill water bottle (cos the water there not for comsumption -_-")

3. cannto change in class

4. project rooms shared with 4G. Can lock DFC inside for quarantine. that's what they do with sick rats

sch lessosn were sian as usual

ss was remaking singapore

philo was slack. i filled up water bottle

recess was playing cards at 4E cos 4F too humji. the teacher let us play also

chi was sian. i left tb in locker....woot

math ta offiially raped me. i read neither blue as no 2Blue... what great intelligence. that's 3 % off my math ca... bleargh

assembly was arts appreciation. i actually was quite impresed by the last guy. the previous ones i tot were just mediocre.

went home. cooked some noodles for myself. slept

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

I just realised today

lenee = god

nvm. ignore me

Lame Day

First went sch. Presented to 2 sec 2 classes. The first was mr otto fong's class. Very good class in fact. They actually understood the contents and asked like 10 questions. (considering both our RE judges din understand our project)

Second class was horrible man. So darn noisy and uncooperative. They were even playing risk just infront of us. I mean, i ca't imagine people actually being SO shameless...

Anyway we went RJC to eat and play cards with the 4D/E ppl.

At first i had wanted to pon the talk, but being a nice student, i decided not to. So i was like chatting with chris thruout the thing. Actually it's quite nice talking to chris

So afternoon, i went home. Yea. And i found my specs. On a sidenote, i realised i left all my math tb in sch. hahahahaha loser

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Canada

I was pleasantly surprised to meet one of my pri sch recently

Basically she's this gal who was born in china and grew up in belgium. Then i was her classmate for 1-2 years before she left for canada. So she's a canadian citizen now (not sure if she has belgian citizenship)

And recently, cos her dad got posted to spore, she has moved here again... lol and she's studying in the Canadian International School here.... sch fees are a whooping 20k per annum.... O.O

Monday, October 02, 2006

RI Muggers

Well... to a certain degree i wld prefer to be a boarder or a 7-day workweek

Cos whenever i am at home, esp over the weekend, i am ultra-unproductive. There's just an inertia in me that prevents me from doing work, or efficiently i wld say

Then when i go to sch, it's like a hell lot of pressure. Looking at all the deshawns, ysums, qihans, andys etc etc, it's like _l_

One example wld be the chem oba. I tot that since it's open book test, dun really have to study. Then compare to the muggers, they had mugged for it like some test liao... zzz

Bio also the same. Dunno wtf is all those econoic botany shit and got 4/10.... then ppl like deshawn mugged already got 9/10... immoral rite??

Sighz.... ri muggers

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Stupid Day

Well, two things to say about today... stupid and stupid

Firstly, i was shopping with my parents at west mall.... aiya just some stupid baby stuff. And so i went library to read some things, and i was just sitting at this corner.

What happened was this old hag lookinig really sick and half demented was trying to pry open the locked door (i think it was some emergency exit or sth) and i tot she was really siao (she looked siao enough evne w/o doing that).

The next thing she did was to gesture to me to open it for her. knn fuck her la. Eventually she found out from her friend that the exit was at the other side, and then before she left, she came back to scold me.

It went something like this: aiya you bad boy, never tell me the exit is there. make me run about. no jia jiao

Lol. "siao. fuck u la." though i din actually say it out. I mean its not my problem that she can't even remember where she had entered rite? Nor issit my problem that she really looks genuinely siao and i had really thought that she was trying something funny/crazy.... stupid woman

Yea, and so i was reading lots of stuff. And guess what? I saw the Sunday Times, which reported the 2 winning esays for the Pen Essay Award.

Which is basically a humiliation for me.... after reading and to a certain degree scrutinizing those texts.

The 1st essay is some MGS shit about her dying dog. I know i dun own a dog and blah blah but honestly, it wasn't the least touching. In fact it's childish, the way she was describing her r'ship with her pet... it looked like a typical pri sch essay... and content is shit. Anyway it's the DAY, not PERIOD that changed ur life... bleargh. Language is shit as well... u'll prob concur with me if you read it

The 2nd essay is probably worse.... about a RGS girl who wore braces. for fuck's sake how the fuck does that change your life?!?!?! It's so freakishly lame that it isn't funny anymore. Braces?! lol... Although the language was considerably better than the previous one, i just think the content is lame. It's sheer humiliation to any students who have submitted for this competition.

Which leads me to think that the sch did not actually submit all our essays. Like just dump them at one corner..... i mean if you look at real substance, RI's proabably overflwoing with such budding writers and there's definitely a great essay around (i even felt mine was better than those 2)

Then if you had meant it as a dud contest aka joke, you shld just choose some even lamer shit. I mean even DFC's essay shld edge those 2 in terms of sheer anti-quality and lameness.

Lol... all in all a lame and stpid day